Guess what . I made a big HOO HAA today!
& i'm sorry Dear,for not asking you before showing you my emo face. ):
I'm not stupid kkay! x.x
Well , I have some few words for you.
I'm sorry for showing you sucky attitude and temper this few days.
&& i just can't stop thinking hows life gonna be without you.
No one for me to complain to.
):
But i'm gonna miss you badly.
I know what you gonna say.
"I'm not dying right"

Everytime i think bout it.
Tears just flow down my cheeks.
Hey boy, i really love you, i really do!

Helmi's (: